Let's keep it that way

Today was a good day.

I had great company, felt wanted and most importantly, didn't scream at J.

I laughed really hard tonight although it was only for a few seconds. It's awesome to meet new people because sometimes you do find something precious about a human being.

Sean is a nice fellow. In fact, he could be my next best friend. He's funny, we connected and he's extremely sweet. When we were walking amidst puddles of rain, he would softly warn me of the puddle ahead. It's just the little things, ya know? He is very attentive and considerate. Even before I sip my last, he'd ask if I would like another bottle. And you'd be surprised. They don't make guys like that anymore.

Maybe I've just met too many idiots in my life. I have got some good shit stories but I'd share them another day.

I notice the better qualities in a guy, I guess, because I can be pretty observant. Some guys have some and the rest have others. My point is, all guys exhibit different good qualities and at times, I would like to make mention of them.

My heart might already belong to someone but that doesn't mean good guys then fail to exist. If a guy is sweet, he is sweet nomatter what my status is. No point pretending I've given my heart to the best guy in the world.

Ok, so not much left to say. Once again, I bring a smile with me to bed.

I like:

1) Being kissed on the forehead
2) Going to bed freshly showered
3) Coming home to a house free from my poochie's poo and pee
4) Waking up to a traditional English breakfast
5) Going out at night

Bojangles

Went to Bojangles with Sean tonight. Had a mighty good time. Pub was cosy. Mood was relaxed. Company was lovely. Night was chilly.

Perfect.

We spent the night talking about nothing and it felt good. I nearly sulked when the night was ending.

I sent us home with a promise to catch up again on Thursday.

Candice probably thinks I'm mad but hey, I think she's mad too so who really knows?

We've agreed to disagree. We are far too different but we do love each other and I think that's all that matters right now.

It's good to know you mean something to somebody.

It's been so long.

I so like:

1) Being pampered
2) A pint of ice cold beer
3) Saying 'thank you' and have that reciprocated
4) Nice cabbies
5) Guys who go 'Can I get you another drink?' -attentive

I go to sleep with a smile tonight.

Rip me off not.

I am so idiotic.

I have so many posts in drafts and yet I still compose more, just to draft them as well.

I should get my older posts edited and then published first. I hate myself.

That's why you should probably scroll through the archives on a regular basis because I sometimes post entries from months ago. But wait, decide if you care first.

So anyways, I was doing an entry on Guns N' Roses and got so carried away I think I could publish a book with the amount of stuff I'd written. Then, I realised I'm probably the only one who cares about GN'R and I also realised that I had only written about 1/6th of what I really wanted to say. I could write an encyclopedia on the band I tell you. So decided to leave that entry for now else I would not be able to move on.

I will edit that draft and when it's short enough, publish it.

So, with nothing left to talk about, I suddenly thought of doing a random 'Things I like and hate' series on my journal.

I used to end each entry with lyrics/quotes from songs but I found that many people started doing that which got me mad-irritated so I stopped doing that myself. At least not for every entry.

Some people ought to be a tad more original if you ask me.

I so hate:

1) People who rip off others' ideas and then act cool with them
2) People who sway to rock music
3) People who start MSN messages with STUPID stuff like 'yawn....' or a bloody winking emoticon. Like, WHAT IS YOUR POINT IDIOT?
4) People who end every word with a 'z'. WHAT THE FUCK is the purpose of the 'z'? 'Laterz'? WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT WORD?! GOZ DIEZ NOWZ WHYZ DON'TZ YOUZ??!!
5) People who initiate chats over SMS. Hey fuckhead, I need to pay for every single text message you make me send. How about you text me necessarily and call me when you want to find out how's my day, what I'm doing, where I'd be going, why I'd be going there, why I'd be doing what I'd be doing, and other shit which would not even be your bloody business? In short, if you require an answer to an open-ended question or expect a 'ping-pong' conversation, CALL ME instead.

I hate people.

The step

I've plunged! Finally! After 9 whole freakin' miserable months!

I did it! And good things can only come after this, right? Please?

So, Gary will be pickin' me up in 1 hour. We're going to a midnight film - The Exorcism of Emily Rose.

I finally get to watch the film! #%^&^%#$$@@!!! I was supposed to catch the show on Halloween but got very played out. End up, I spent Halloween doing nothing. I never spend Halloween doing nothing. Well, I can't say that anymore now, can I?!!

@#$%^%$#$#!!!

Although I would rather be watching this show with J. I miss those horror movies marathon days. I told him about the show and he was mad disappointed that he would have to catch it alone. It's not out yet in London so I guess he'd just have to wait. To watch alone. Poor thing.

But damn, I can't wait! I love evil, creepy shows like that. I would just die of ecstasy if the possessed girl climbs out of the cinema screen! Oh man, if only!

It's so difficult to catch a really scary horror movie nowadays. I get a high everytime I get scared. And I don't mean those 'BOO!' kinda scared. I HATE silly scare-tactics employed by so many horror movie directors. Cheap shit without any ounce of bloody imagination.

Oh, oh......I was gonna say. I finally completed my secret stuff today! Please pray for me to see the bloody fruit of my labor!

If everything goes well, I might just be happy again! It's been such a long time since I've been happy and dang, I miss that happy feeling.

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I can't believe the number of mosquito-bites I have. Close to 5 years of being mosquito-bite free, I really cannot take this!

Why wanna bite me?

=(

Alrighty, I've gotta dash. Later!

A busy day in the life of a secret person

I realised I again kept many posts in drafts.

And this is because I don't know if I should do the right thing or do what I want.

Yum. Sipping on Hahn Premium Light now. Second bottle and I'm still as sober as a priest.

Today was fuck busy. I went to a secret place to do some secret stuff but the secret stuff didn't work out because there were more secret tasks I needed to accomplish before the secret stuff could get done. So I ran around all day trying to get 'em secret tasks done.

Later, this secret person called me and told me those secret idiots couldn't tell me what I needed to hear and so we secretly wished they were dead.

I cleaned the entire master bedroom's floor because some naughty one pee-d and poo-ed ever-ry-where. I nearly killed him until I remembered he's not mine. Good thing I bought lager today though.

After that, I bathed the naughty one with this new expensive strawberry flavoured shampoo and he smelt so fruity I wanted to dip him in chocolate and eat him. That, or put him in a blender to make smoothie.

I went grocery shopping today! Yay! I love grocery shopping. Especially when I don't need to pay. But I did today. So.

I bought:

2 huge ass bottles of fabric softeners
1 six-pack of Hahn Premium Light lager (I love 'em! They can't get you high though. You're better off sniffing thinner)
1 watermelon (I love watermelons!)
3 honey thai mangoes
6 grapefruits
1 yummilicious strawberry flavoured shampy for the pup
1 mini bottle of ear drop for the pup
1 bottle of vitamin supplement for the pup
1 bottle of breath freshener spray for the pup
1 bottle hair conditioner for the ladies
1 six-pack of pepsi light (I love pepsi!)
A few canned fruit drinks

Wait. You don't give a shit what's in my shopping basket.

Actually.

I want something REAL BADLY and I might contemplate suicide if I don't get it. Unless you want me dead, please wish really hard I get what I want.
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I'm fucked.

I am going to eat the dog now.

Halloween!

Hey Happy Halloween!

So how was your Halloween?

Mine's pretty exciting! It's probably one of the most unforgettable Halloween in a long long time yet!

I spent Halloween waiting at home for a call which came way too late!!!!!

How cool is that?!

YES! I spent the entire Halloween sitting on my yellow ass, waiting with anticipation for this call which would signal my going to watch 'The Exorcism of Emily Rose'.

It came alright. The call that is. At 11-freaking-20pm when the show's supposed to be at 11.15pm.

I am mad. Of course I am. And justifiably so. If you're [you know who you are] mad that I'm mad, then you are an idiot.

I so wanted to catch this show. And you knew that. I mean, I've already had to miss one show because of your lack of time management or maybe lack of interest.

Hey, if you are not interested in watching the show, you need not have to. I can and will get other company to do so. Just do not patronise me only to play me out in the end. There are just so many horror movies I can miss.

If you say you're gonna watch a certain show with me, then you better do it.

Don't apologise after the show's finished its run because I believe an apology cannot bring the show back.

You gave me some reasons why you had to make me miss the show.

1) You had a last minute meeting
2) You needed 1.5 hours to get home
3) You couldn't get the use of the car
4) It was Hari Raya (I think you meant Deepavali?) and so traffic was congested

I present to you a list of things you could have done.

1) You could have and should have informed me in advance so I can make other plans.
2) Nope. Even giving you the benefit of the doubt that you left at 8.30pm, 1.5 hours after 8.30pm would still just be 10pm. Remember I hung up with you at 7.30pm and you said you were ready to go then.
3) Knowing that you might not be able to use the car, you should've allowed ample time for the possibility of taking public transport.
4) You know this sounds just stupid if you took the MRT yea? However, benefit of doubt again that you took a bus and you will be late, you should've called/messaged me to let me know.

Further,

5) You could've called your mum for permission to use the car and if she refuses, could've gone to the cinema from your workplace
6) You could've suggested taking a cab since you were responsible for us being major late

But no.

It didn't matter that you ruined someone's Halloween. It didn't matter that you failed to keep your appointment. It didn't matter that I, the innocent party, had to miss a show I was dying to catch.

Why I am so pissed:

1) I'm female
2) I waited one whole night for nothing
3) I hate extremely last minute cancellations
4) I cancelled my appointment with Candice and alcohol to make yours
5) One of those rare nights Candice can stay out late and I cancelled
6) Most importantly, I was showered and changed. All ready to go.

Whatever it is, since you've already apologised and even offered me a free movie the next time round (if we even get around to that round), I shall stop being the bitch.

Hell, it's Halloween. I'm allowed to be nasty.