I Refuse

I refuse to allow money [or the lack of] determine my predicament.

I refuse to stand crippled without J's support.

I refuse to be somewhere I don't want to be.

I refuse to clean up after my dad 24/7.

I refuse to let anything run my life.

I refuse to be a victim of conservatism.

I refuse to live with people I can't stand.

I refuse to use dirty bathrooms.

I refuse to 'play it safe'.

I refuse to wait.

I refuse to tolerate.

I refuse to clean up coffee stains or whatever on the table, desk, floor, shower door handles, etc.

I refuse to react to people around me. They shall react to me.

I refuse to let emotions get the better of me.

I refuse to refill the toilet roll holders.

I refuse to put myself at a disadvantage.

I refuse to revolve my life around others'.

I refuse to clean my floor 8 times a day.

I refuse to love.

I refuse to see people I semi-love bullied.

I refuse to be bullied.

I refuse to have every electronic equipment in my house destroyed.

I refuse to have the speakers blasting at 4am when everyone's trying to sleep.

I refuse to let things go without a fight.

I refuse to let anyone rip me or my mom off.

I refuse to step on coffee powder or whatever my dad had for his meals.

I refuse to be weak.

I refuse to be part of a dysfunctional family.

I refuse to let anyone determine my worth.

I refuse to make an appointment just to use the PC or watch TV.

I refuse to believe I'm a loser and useless just because my dad tells me so.

I refuse to hurt.

I refuse to believe my mom when she says she no longer needs me.

I refuse to cry.

I refuse to give up.

I refuse to give my heart to anyone other than my poochie.

I refuse to get married.

I refuse to have children.

I refuse to dream about what I can't have.

I refuse a normal life.

I refuse to but would have to eventually accept that I cannot refuse what I want to refuse.

I'm fallen.