My heart can only break

WHY CANNOT I FALL IN LOVE?

What's the trick in falling in love? Why must it be so difficult?

Those who've been with someone for more than 3 years, please answer my questions.

How do you not get sick of that same one person?

Is it true that if you've found the right one, everything would fall into place and you would never get sick or bored of them?

The inability to fall in love is like an illness. It's sad but there's nothing to be ashamed of. It's an illness! It must be! And we can't help falling ill can we?

Think impotency. Try as you might, you can never get certain parts to function. It gets exasperating and frustrating. It breaks you inside out and there is nothing you can do about it.

My heart cannot function. And it is scaring me.

I am so tired and exasperated. I think what I have is incurable. Unless I find the one right doctor for it. Yes? [I can't believe I have the mood at this time to be cheesy]

I cannot fall in love.

And it's breaking my heart.

PS: I swear I'd marry the one guy who can get me to fall madly in love with him [duhhhhh]. Which is impossible. I'm screwed.