The Reality When It's Over
The most upsetting thing about a break-up is not that you're forever separated from this person you once loved. It is witnessing the true colors of this person you once loved.
Every time after a break-up, I feel more disappointment than any other emotions.
It's like as if there are only two lists to abide with. The 'She is my girlfriend' list and the 'She is not my girlfriend' list.
Surely if you've genuinely cared for a person as a person [and not solely as a partner], it doesn't stop once you're broken up?
Of course lines would and should be drawn. You no longer sleep with the person or you no longer make decisions based on being a couple. Still, the basic care and respect shouldn't be lost no?
I always believe 'You'd never know a person fully until you've broken up with them'. To them, it seems as if it is a must to hurt you as much as they can after a break-up. What's up with that?
That aside, I recently spoke to a friend through MSN and we were on one of my favorite topics - death/suicide.
Friend: 'Anyways, I don't know if you subscribe to the idea of reincarnation but if someone dies and tries to run away from their problems, they will have to go through the same shit again in their next life coz, well, they were meant to face them anyways.'
Me: 'I don't believe in reincarnation [it's the evilest idea ever]. I am inclined to believe that death is the end-all. All those people who killed themselves are probably laughing at how stupid we are right now, taking shit when we could've just ended things.'
I mean, we wouldn't know would we? Life is a gamble. So is death. If you trust that death (and whatever happens after) would be better than your current predicament, then so be it. Noone gave you a choice coming into this wretched world so the least you can have is a choice when to leave [of course God overrides that. God overrides everything].
I do not believe in reincarnation because I think it would take an extremely sadistic and evil being to make us go through this miserable existence they call life over and over and over again without an option to quit. Pretty scary thought huh? And I don't believe the One who made us can be so cruel.
[No offence to those who believe in reincarnation. This is MY view. If you have a mind of your own, you wouldn't be offended with what mine thinks].
There is NOTHING in life worth living for. And NOTHING in life worth coming back for.
Hell no.
I've always thought it unfair to be created against my will. The least that could be done is to totally annihilate my body and soul after I pass. I don't wanna go to Heaven. I don't wanna go to Hell. I want to be nothingness.
Sadly, not many religions give you that choice. It's so heartbreaking. It's either Heaven or Hell or come back for another round. And some of us didn't even wanna be around in the first place.
Life is too tough. Let's hope death gets a bit easier.
Every time after a break-up, I feel more disappointment than any other emotions.
It's like as if there are only two lists to abide with. The 'She is my girlfriend' list and the 'She is not my girlfriend' list.
Surely if you've genuinely cared for a person as a person [and not solely as a partner], it doesn't stop once you're broken up?
Of course lines would and should be drawn. You no longer sleep with the person or you no longer make decisions based on being a couple. Still, the basic care and respect shouldn't be lost no?
I always believe 'You'd never know a person fully until you've broken up with them'. To them, it seems as if it is a must to hurt you as much as they can after a break-up. What's up with that?
That aside, I recently spoke to a friend through MSN and we were on one of my favorite topics - death/suicide.
Friend: 'Anyways, I don't know if you subscribe to the idea of reincarnation but if someone dies and tries to run away from their problems, they will have to go through the same shit again in their next life coz, well, they were meant to face them anyways.'
Me: 'I don't believe in reincarnation [it's the evilest idea ever]. I am inclined to believe that death is the end-all. All those people who killed themselves are probably laughing at how stupid we are right now, taking shit when we could've just ended things.'
I mean, we wouldn't know would we? Life is a gamble. So is death. If you trust that death (and whatever happens after) would be better than your current predicament, then so be it. Noone gave you a choice coming into this wretched world so the least you can have is a choice when to leave [of course God overrides that. God overrides everything].
I do not believe in reincarnation because I think it would take an extremely sadistic and evil being to make us go through this miserable existence they call life over and over and over again without an option to quit. Pretty scary thought huh? And I don't believe the One who made us can be so cruel.
[No offence to those who believe in reincarnation. This is MY view. If you have a mind of your own, you wouldn't be offended with what mine thinks].
There is NOTHING in life worth living for. And NOTHING in life worth coming back for.
Hell no.
I've always thought it unfair to be created against my will. The least that could be done is to totally annihilate my body and soul after I pass. I don't wanna go to Heaven. I don't wanna go to Hell. I want to be nothingness.
Sadly, not many religions give you that choice. It's so heartbreaking. It's either Heaven or Hell or come back for another round. And some of us didn't even wanna be around in the first place.
Life is too tough. Let's hope death gets a bit easier.
posted by Sharry at 4:03:00 PM
1 Comments:
To the rapturous and incandescent Sharry,
I humbly read your tortured prose, as a religious organism might recieve an article of faith. It serves you well to speak not of joy of any kind; all is charade. Though you may well have detractors, know this of them: in their own private thoughts at the end of the day, even they too are in agreeance with your sentiments. People want and need a spokesperson to lead by example, for what they cannot say but wish to say in reality. You are the conduit through which flows the collective sorrow of wretched humanity! Perhaps if we all dropped the ball in unison, the earth would be a better place. Honesty first- the rest comes later.
The future is in your hands, comrade.
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