Apologies

Apologies to those misfortuned enough to stumble upon my last post which has since been deleted.

It was incoherent blabbering and although was directed at someone, failed to prove its point. Plus, posting an entry while intoxicated is never a very wise thing.

I decided (being sober helps) this afternoon, together with my hangover, that I do not feel enough for that person to warrant such a post.

I realise I didn't feel as bitter as I had hoped. I wasn't as upset as I tried to be.

I felt nothing.

And then I knew.

Such sweet sorrow.

He wasn't on my mind the moment I stepped into The Living Room. Actually, he wasn't on my mind even before we got to The Living Room.

The last time he was on my mind, I was looking at him.

When I left him, so did he leave me.

And it was all good.