Finally In Pieces.

My heart is so broken. Into all 4673247 tiny pieces.

And I thought it could never again. But then it did. This afternoon. On a normal Sunday afternoon.

I received an email from a friend. A very special friend. There were two lines I kept staring at.

I stared hard at them whilst my heart took its time to break.

I stared hard at them for 17 long minutes.

I felt so helpless as I witnessed those two lines rip my world apart. I lived the moment.

It was so painful because I know what happened resulted from nothing I could've done or could do.

How could something be so out of your control and yet affects you to this extent?

This could be one of those regrets you hear people speak about when they grow old.

But how do you regret something you didn't have any control over?

I wonder if he knows.

I wonder what all that meant to him.