To Someone

I don't know if you read my entries anymore even though I know you did a long long time ago.

Even so.

I know how bad life is at the moment for you and nomatter how articulate I am with words of comfort, you'd have probably heard them over a million times from different faces.

It's not that I do not know. It's not that I do not care. Afterall, you were someone I had feelings for, even if it was for a short while.

Here's to let you know, I know.

I know what happened and I know it hurts.

And if it helps, I want to give you a big big hug. To cover you from the world and what she can do to you.

But I doubt it would make a difference.

What can my concern do for you that the rest hasn't already done?

Friends and loved ones who mean more have said their pieces and played their parts.

I didn't feel whatever I say or do would make a difference to you.

Hence the silence.

But if anything, my heart and prayers were with you.

Maybe if we've remained friends, I could at least be physically there for you. But like I said, I know you're always surrounded by concerned somebodies and maybe that's enough. At least for me.

Pull through this. And know there are more out there who cares about you still. Even if you don't know they do.

Know that it's hard for me too. To want to ask how you are but not being able to do so.

There's no doubt we would've been best friends, if not partners. Because if there was one thing we believed in before humans failed us, it was loyalty.

Be well you.

Here's a glass of JD, just for you.