Sweet & Sour

It is now 4.30am and I've only got 2 minutes to post a quickie before my head hits the pilly.

We are having so good a time and spending so much a money. Haha. ALL WORTH IT.

The purpose of this post is for me to read it again 5 days later so the me 5 days later could mope and be envious of the me now.

Whatever for, I do not know.

I only know the me now have him for another 5 days whilst the me 5 days later would be sending him home.

Gosh. I am so weird.

I am not making sense because I am really in a bitter-sweet-and-sour situation. And of course it's 4.39am in the morning.

He wants me to enjoy whatever days we have left passionately, wildly and crazily and not brood over the inevitable.

I shall try. I shall try not to show him a frown coupled with a 'Please don't go back!' after every 6 steps when we are out.

I am so happy and yet so sad. So sweet and yet so sour.

Tough feeling to describe and tougher to have.

We'd be having another fun-packed long day tomorrow so I gotta hop into bed now.

And then it'd be 4 days.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.