S.P.L.I.T

I just do not have the motivation to update this journal. Although, as usual, I've got tons to say.

I've been away from home for slightly over a month now and I'm loving it! Missing my mom and Nike though. They still tug at my heart-strings every now and then. I can't stay completely detached with these strings on me. I hate that.

Mentally, I've had 2 episodes since I got here. One was so bad it freaked me to tears.

'I know you have multiple personalities but what happened earlier was way off! You just split. Into two. You were plain scary' J told me after I came out of the bathroom, oblivious to what happened just 20 minutes before.

I thought he was joking but J never was that creative.

Plus, marks don't lie.