The Point
This week has been hell for me emotionally.
I've lost trust in the most important person in my life who chose to betray me without batting an eyelid.
And this incident changed me and my beliefs completely.
Overnight, I acquired a new set of principles. A new point of view. Things took a drastic change. I began to see the whole world differently. And all this is scaring me.
As usual, J was around to catch my fall.
He called me at 4.15am and we spoke for a while.
Somewhere in the middle of our conversation, I looked out into the dark grey sky and felt that it was a perfect time to die. Unfortunately, I couldn't butcher myself in the middle of a conversation. Especially a long-distance one. That would be just rude.
Ok, I had a point. In fact, I had a paragraph on it but decided it would take 10 more lengthy paragraphs to make my point. I couldn't be bothered so I deleted that lone paragraph altogether since it wasn't enough to make my point. Instead, I'd rather use this paragraph to explain how I had a point but it would take me more paragraphs to make that point than to explain why I end up not making that point afterall.
Ok, I was being irritating........
Don't know why but I feel like I'm dozing off while I type.
Maybe death would be this easy.
Later y'all.
I've lost trust in the most important person in my life who chose to betray me without batting an eyelid.
And this incident changed me and my beliefs completely.
Overnight, I acquired a new set of principles. A new point of view. Things took a drastic change. I began to see the whole world differently. And all this is scaring me.
As usual, J was around to catch my fall.
He called me at 4.15am and we spoke for a while.
Somewhere in the middle of our conversation, I looked out into the dark grey sky and felt that it was a perfect time to die. Unfortunately, I couldn't butcher myself in the middle of a conversation. Especially a long-distance one. That would be just rude.
Ok, I had a point. In fact, I had a paragraph on it but decided it would take 10 more lengthy paragraphs to make my point. I couldn't be bothered so I deleted that lone paragraph altogether since it wasn't enough to make my point. Instead, I'd rather use this paragraph to explain how I had a point but it would take me more paragraphs to make that point than to explain why I end up not making that point afterall.
Ok, I was being irritating........
Don't know why but I feel like I'm dozing off while I type.
Maybe death would be this easy.
Later y'all.
posted by Sharry at 2:39:00 PM
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