Guilt

I can't believe I'm crying now. Well, more like weeping.

The guilt trip is a rough one and I'm overwhelmed.

I've done the same thing to him 3 nights in a row. And it doesn't get easier.

I love him so much and everytime he gives me his lost puppy dog look, I die.

I am such a bad person. No, I'm a monster.

How I can do this to him over and over again, I will never know.

Tonight will be the third night in a row I leave my puppy son at home alone.

I should be shot.