Him

I've been jaded by someone I used to trust.

'You want to prevent the death of the relationship' I said 'But you never cared about its health'

Today, I received a dozen white roses from someone who, I believe, really loves me. But is it too little too late?

I seem to have developed some feelings for someone else.

It's too early to say but if I were to imagine myself somewhere with somebody, it's not the one who sent me the roses. Rather, it's that person who sent me home tonight.

When I was with him tonight, I was hoping the night never ended. It wasn't supposed to be this way. Why then did I feel that way?

Who do I want? I do not have the answer.

I just want someone who'd make me happy. For now. For whenever.

I do not care.

I just know I can't wait to see him tomorrow.

Update later. For now, I'm sloshed.